the absence of struggle..and now the struggle with absence...

my apologies for not posting for so long...i feel crippled by the everyday absence of my brother vincent...it has paralyzed me emotionally, creatively and sometimes it feels completely...along with that is what i see as the misuse of things ive developed. it just puts me further into the abyss when i see it. i feel no desire to create i feel no desire to do much of anything. i do feel anger. that is really about the only emotion other than total sadness that i do feel. if carson would give me my god dam fucking camera back i could at least try to entertain the few remaining people that visit here. i am however trying really hard to claw my way back into something that even seems normal. 0nce again im sorry for not posting. i promise ill do better.

B.

sadface....

camera still m.i.a due to my lack of time to retrieve it...a few funny stories will have to do until then.

join the fight!....

limited in my posting ability due to the lack of a photo catcher,i thought that it would be cool to involve you....

if anyone would like for me to hit on a topic or if you want to send in a picture send it to me at belyone@yahoo.com we can hold this thing down together..

skeleton crew...

still waiting on my camera...but i have a few ideas so stay tuned...even at half speed it should be pretty damn special...

happy birthday jessica..

throwbacks..paperbacks...

the fact

of the matter is..that i believe the world should know who this man is and what we did together..sadly, not many photos of the work we did do i have any kind of real access to. so what im going to have to do is write out the days...some boring, some sort of mediocre..but most that cant really be understood completely without being there..that said though im going to write the best way i can so that i can maybe give any reader an image as close to my memory as i can..its a fucking hell of an undertaking, but well worth it for one of the greatest people ive ever known and for a time i think should be documented for anyone that can learn from what we worked at making for them.

spotted in the bay..

the greatest surfer alive has been at ocean beach in s.f today..i have no doubt he will be world champion again..you cant keep a beer drinking ass kicking surfing legend in the wake of anything other than that wet dream you just had...go go slater bro

great song...

so sorry swayzes...

once again my camera is m.i.a but on its way though..huge fucking update to the few that keep coming back to visit..alot of changes, alot of new things..i think youll be impressed and or delighted to see whats about to come..until then though, check out this picture i found that is so uncanny to my best friend..enjoy..see you all soon!